The Sixth Thursday of Lent

March 13, 2008

LORD OF ALL HOPEFULNESS

Lord of all hopefulness, Lord of all joy,
whose trust, ever child-like, no cares could destroy:
be there at our waking, and give us, we pray,
your bliss in our hearts, Lord, at the break of the day.

 Lord of all eagerness, Lord of all faith,
Whose strong hands were skilled at the plane and the lathe:
be there at our labors, and give us, we pray,
your strength in our hearts, Lord at the noon of the day.

Lord of all kindliness, Lord of all grace,
your hands swift to welcome, your arms to embrace:
be there at our homing, and give us, we pray,
your love in our hearts, Lord, at the eve of the day.

Lord of all gentleness, Lord of all calm,
whose voice is contentment, whose presence is balm:
be there at our sleeping, and give us, we pray,
your peace in our hearts, Lord, at the end of the day.

Text: Jan Struther, 1901-1953
Used by permission.  © 1931 Oxford University Press

.When I was a sophomore in high school, I got a job as a disc jockey, working from 6 a.m. to noon on Sunday mornings. I took the job to get out of going to church.

Once confirmed, teenagers become an endangered species in church and I was no exception. I didn’t like the high school Sunday school teacher, and I thought the youth parent-leaders were hypocrites. Singing hymns left them stuck in my head all day, and I didn’t even like those songs!

So for two years, I worked as a DJ. I played pop music for two hours, and then Casey’s Top 40 from 8 a.m. to noon.  Every 20 minutes, I did the weather report as “Jenna Jordan.” I was the only female on-air personality, so I also got to ride on parade floats, judge Halloween contests and dress up as the station mascot.

But I also got to get up at 5 a.m. And go to work in a building with questionable heat. And use a bathroom that six men had used all week. And I missed Easter morning with my family twice. 

One Easter, my mom left an Easter basket in my car. I was so excited to eat jelly beans, I fumbled to open the bag while walking into work. The beans flew everywhere! Not to waste my Easter treat, I crawled around in the parking space, picking up the candy.  I was 17, on my knees, in a chilly pre-dawn street, thinking “Happy Easter to me.”

I realized that the sacrifices I made to get away from church were successful in making me miss it!  I soon resigned my position and eventually made it back to a pew on Sunday morning.

Lord, give us the strength to run toward you and not away. Forgive us for not always seeking you.  Remind us with gentleness that you are always with us.

Jennifer Worrel

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